My Life, My Journal

Talk to myself...

Sun, 27 Dec 2009 07:45:16 GMT

I am trying to get used to the space that i am trying to give....

There are 2 voices in my head....

One is screaming pain while the other tries to convince it is love...

Please let me pull this through.

Emotions...

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 09:04:14 GMT

This is going to be an emotional piece............

just back from Bali with a fresh mind yet feeling nostalgic....not about the place..but about the time i spent with you...

it is where we first have disagreements , where we got closer and where i gained a deeper understanding of what you have done for me..

All in the name of love, we have misunderstood each other but i am glad we sorted it out..

Still, i am apologetic for not being understanding enough.

You have told me that you will become disinterested in partners pretty quickly and i felt a tinge of sadness.....

It is the process that matters...one day , we will eventually part our seperate ways, i duno how long that will be,1 month, 1 year,5years,10 years or maybe 40...

No matter how long we can stay together, i will try my very best to love you till mine very last breathe...

Thank you for the sacrifices you have made for me....

I love you.

Hola...

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 15:36:12 GMT

I do many different things everyday...with only one common thought..

You...=) i miss you..come back soon.

Your wish is my command..

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 15:49:53 GMT

I have been told to blog...So i am blogging...actually i dont even know if anyone still reads this space of mine..i think blogging is a passe thing and everyone just updates their facebook status?

Yups..have been going through a roller coaster ride recently.. just a couple of weeks ago, work sucked ,dad was sick , no luck in relationships....weeks later ....everything seems to fall back into place.....worked evened out......won some business compettition...and met someone special...yup...

24 October 2009...

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 08:12:51 GMT

I havent planned anything.........it is probably a day ive been waiting for ,for years....hope it goes well.

Birthday

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 02:29:14 GMT

Devoid of the usual parties....i had a nice quiet dinner with one other friend at Halia @ Botanic gardens...

Nice fine dining by the candlelight, amongst the lushes of greenery with a glass of red wine... laughing and chatting the night away.

Thats the way life should have been........How i wish time stood still there and then.

Mundane....

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 16:00:43 GMT

Seriously , i've lost passion for a lot of things...like updating this blog...like getting around...self improvement...

my birthday is coming again,and every year..i measure myself to see how i have improved over the year...

For 08-09,no improvements...in fact, much deterioration......

I had a very enjoyable day with jason just over sunday....i thought it is gonna be another hangout session, but turned out i enjoyed more than expected.... that day,i actually drove around 150 kilometres around the island, probably the most in one single day...

this is probably what i call picture perfect....

Last year, i had celebrated my birthday with a bang,mega parties and stuff...this year, the intention is for a quiet evenings with a few of those i cherish...yupps...

life is short and fragile...

Mundane....

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 08:56:21 GMT

Hellox all, life has been pretty mundane lately....work , jog, club, it is almost predictable where i will be at particular days and time...

Met Addy yesterday for movie ....final destination..its almost like how fragile life is...dinner, clubbed ...yea as usual...

Interpersonal has been pretty lacking lately, so maybe i should get a mirror ...its reflection might provide some clues...

Well, life goes on, just like the monkey i saw in the park today.

Zoom

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:44:57 GMT

Time flies, has been a while since i last sat down to write a serious post.

Been on course most of the time this week and have not seriously been studying for like a year plus?

Somehow, hitting the books again make me have the urge to further my studies again, but it gonna be a bold move....Coz after, i would most prob become an academic and thereafter, a taxi driver? hahas..

Caught the movie "The last house on the left" with Wilson and the movie was incredibly interesting....3 killers went on a killing spree and they thought they killed this girl... they went to stay over in the girl's family house and the girl managed to crawl home! Thereafter, the parents of the girls started killing the killers one by one... Thats how much love parents have for their kids...yups...

Alright, gotta hit the books again, before taking the exams. Most probably clubbing tonight, see you if you are there!

Greetings haha...

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 16:51:13 GMT

Oh hello everyone!!!!!!!

I have not been posting for a long time!!!

Here's kenny's birthday..haha

Just an update that im still alive and kicking....

Been busy with work and emo...but well, ill be back...

Shi Lian Pai

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 09:08:02 GMT

Happy day

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 14:46:48 GMT

I have had a good day...

A good car ride...

A good dinner...

Funny jokes...

Nice companionship....

I wished time had stopped there and then....

But yea, it won't but i am grateful....

*Smile*

Management Decision

Tue, 26 May 2009 03:05:34 GMT

Yeah, how convienient...

while discussing about issues....someone tried to shut me off with a.

"Management decision and all of us have to abide by it"

oooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh... okie....

So i retorted "If it is not a well-informed management decision, then we have to make the decision informed"

Period....

Short Life Article

Sat, 23 May 2009 15:14:30 GMT

I am not feeling poetic..so goes a short one.

Sometimes, as if becoming old isn't bad enough....There are lots of things to worry about....

There is the financial crisis going on which threatens job stability....

There is the H1N1 going around threatening life....

Looking into the mirror daily, I start to see signs of ageing on myself.....

There is a lot of wakes going around recently, people dying and stuff.....

A starking reminder that i am too but human, marching towards my death..day by day......

So what will you do if tomorrow is your last?

To end off, a photo of my colleagues i found on facebook!

Short hair!

Sat, 23 May 2009 12:16:08 GMT

has been a while since i have short hair!! yuppies.

Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday

Mon, 11 May 2009 07:00:12 GMT

Yupss....how true.

Farewell to clubbing party

Fri, 08 May 2009 07:24:25 GMT

HaHa..heard that my friend is holding at Farewell to clubbing Party.....in a club.

Today , I made a woman wet in her pants ... FML

Fri, 08 May 2009 01:37:49 GMT

okie..and so how did i manage to do it?

It was raining cats and dogs today...so i was driving to work and this woman was hesitating to cross the road and she stopped in the middle so i slowed down but still driving considerably fast not knowing there is a puddle of water in front of her...

I drove past her and i saw water splashing out from my wheels and i was like *OMG*....

i turned around and saw her jumping in her wet pants..

Yes, that was how i made a woman wet in her pants.

Friday dress down!

FML

Thu, 07 May 2009 06:45:32 GMT

Today, my colleague was sharing with me about this news..

A secretary was giving her boss a blowjob in his car... A van unknowingly reversed into them and caused the secretary to bite off her boss' penis...

The man who called the ambulance? - The private investigator who was hired by the secretary's husband....

Evidence of the affair? The severed penis..

ROFL.. FTL

IN Thing

Thu, 07 May 2009 05:48:19 GMT

I turned around, saw my colleague with a mask.. and thought it was effing cool...

So.... i took one mask too.. and put it on.. the new office fashion statement....

i took another few from my colleague, thinking if i should wear to club this weekend!

Photo Journalling!!

Wed, 06 May 2009 15:22:19 GMT

Songkran in Bangkok!

More Songkran!

Dinner in phuket

Go Karting ticket booth!

Go Go Go!!

Top of big buddha hill

Sightings on top of the big buddha hill

Dinner at ZEN!

Setting off fireworks at phuket!!! Fun !!!

Me and my boss in Malacca

Colleagues dinner at Genting!!!!

My scandal

Updates

Tue, 05 May 2009 14:10:49 GMT

Hola!!! Apologies for not updating for quite a while!!!

Trip to Bangkok Songkran was fun, the waterguns, the clubbing and everything, wish i could have stayed there longer!!!

Drove in phuket around the different spots and was hell fun.....

Over last weekend, went over to genting for a long weekend and we drove over!!! okie.. i think i am quite ready to drive there myself.....but it is definitely difficult to move around in malaysian roads when everyone zig zag their way through....

Planning for my next trip to Taipei in August!!!!! Hope everything goes well as planned.. :)

Leaving on a jetplane

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 22:00:45 GMT

Rightttttt... I am leaving on the jetplane to BKK to stop / join in the protests!!!

Okie kidding, it is not funny... First time joining the Songkran, hope it will be fun..

Will be away for quite a while... planned several trips this year to different places and i hope everything will turn out as planned.

Will be burning a hole in my pocket *ouch*...

Till then, take care peeps.....And if i do not return in one peace, remember that i love you....

Photo updates

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 15:09:04 GMT

Speechless

Picture speaks a thousand words.

Clubbing to celebrate Jayden's birthday

Dinner and movie for ah di's birthday

Gorgeous colleagues

Fantastic colleagues

Cute colleagues

Rain

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 07:43:32 GMT

Somehow, whenever it rains, it takes away all the hustle and bustle in my mind and i feel at peace with myself..Then again, it is also when I start thinking about people who matters to me.. do you?